Tough time deciding (contacts only!) **UPDATED**

Contacts only again... I just don't want my dad to see this & worry about me.

NOR do I want any of you to worry!!

Here's the decision... & you all have plenty of time to talk me into it!! (Yeah, into it... not out of it!!)

See, tomorrow night is the Ladies Christmas Craft Party... where about a couple dozen ladies from church gather to do a Christmas craft project. I just called the hostess & found out it's going to be a putting ribbons on a wreath.

I was not looking forward to going for some reason this year... but this craft really sounds simple & fun. Besides, if I do NOT go... I'd miss out on the Minty Chocolate dessert she makes us every year.

I know I have fun every year I do it. I just don't know with the way I've been feeling lately... if I should even go... It's at night... so, that's not a problem. I am more up to things at night than the day.

I just don't know. HELP!!!

Keep in mind loud crowd noises lately have been rough on me... and being in crowds (even if it's family!) has been rough. I don't get why, because I used to love to be a part of everything... now it's like I don't want to be a part of anything!

I have a feeling that I will regret not going... & I'm not sure if that's a good feeling or not.

Also, keep in mind... a week from Saturday is our church's "Annual Adults Night Out... EUCHRE PARTY!" (happens to be hosted by the same person as the Craft Night.) That I told the hostess that I would NOT MISS! I have no idea why... because there will be more than double the people there... But I'm really looking forward to that!!! Maybe it's the competitive spirit in me!!

Anyway sorry about the "I this & I that"... but it's just one of them blogs!... You know what I mean?

**UPDATE**
I got a little bit of sleep... not much... I still have a little bit of a headache... but I'm sure once I eat & get moving that will dissipate.

I'm planing on going to the Craft Party. & Depending if I have to go take Mike to the grocery store or not, I may go early... so, I can get started. Also, so that I can get used to the noise slowly at a time.

Talk to you all later! :)

need a break (contacts only)

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DON'T WORRY... It's just for today! I'm going to lay down for a bit.

I think I didn't get good enough sleep last night.

Just thought I'd give you a heads up in case you wonder why I disappeared all of a sudden. :)

**HUGS** to you all! :)

attn friends (contacts only!)

It has come to my attention that "others have problems" too... Well, you know what... I KNEW THAT! I have problems too!!

So, I am sorry if I offended anyone else with requesting that we love upon a dear friend of mine. ... If you don't like it... I am sorry... because when one of my friends needs lifted up.. I am going to request help.

Sorry... I had a former contact (it was a newer one... that I guess didn't know me) give me grief... I just had to let you all know that this former contact is not well either. I would ask you go love upon her as well... however... I am not sure how she will take it... So, I'm not going to mention a name... AND PLEASE DO NOT mention this name out loud, if you know who I am speaking of. AND PLEASE DO NOT take it to her!! Just leave it alone, please.

Thank you. & sorry for the rant.

**HUGS** to you all!!

Friend needs help (contacts only!)

I know that a lot... if not all my contacts know of Caghs... Please go to her guest book & just "love upon her"!!

She is need of many hugs & prayers right now!!

Please do not ask me what is going on... for I am not at liberty to say! Just know that she needs our love, support & most of all our PRAYERS!!

Again, this is for CONTACTS ONLY... until she authorizes me to open it to public, please don't say anything on her site... just go lift her up... PLEASE!!! Thank you! :)

P.S. I've not made it to lay down yet... I've been dealing with some things here on the computer... but I will be laying down shortly. For the few that have my number... feel free to text me. I will answer when I can.

**HUGS** to you all!

headache update (contacts only!)

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Hey all... I still have this nagging headache... it's not as bad as yesterday... but...

Well, it's enough that I'm just checking messages... then I think I'll lay down again... May not sleep... may just lay there & watch tv.

I think it's just my CM flaring up... or my neck is out of place... because that's where I'm feeling it the most right now.

Anyway, I'll leave this one open for comments... but not because I'm looking for any sympathy. I don't know... just feel like leaving it open. LOL... (Ok, I'm not laughing out loud... but I am laughing inside my head.)

I'm also screaming inside my head... WHY WON'T THIS HEADACHE JUST GO AWAY?? I'M SICK & TIRED OF THEM!!!! ... BAD TIMING!!! (Ok, stops the screaming... hurts too much!) ;o) It's just this all has really bad timing because I was just starting to get back on track... NEVER FAILS...

Shhhhhhh! No screaming anymore!! (Even in my mind!!)

Ok... talk to you all later! **HUGS**
(Again, this is for contacts only!) Thanks! :)

just for your information (contacts only!!!)

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Hey all... This is so I can say this once. ... I'm going to be laying down for the rest of the night... I have an extreme headache...

You know how they explain migraines? Well, that's what this feels like! Sounds; bright lights & smells are making it worse.

Even the sound of my own typing is bugging me right now.

Anyway, I just wanted to post this because I know there are few of you may wonder where I disappeared to this afternoon & evening.

I am not going to open this for comments only because this is not a post to get sympathy or anything like that. Mainly just a .... crud... I've lost my word!!

But I think you know what I mean. Sorry all. I was doing so well earlier... I even got up at 8:30a.m!!! That has now bit the dust!!

Well, that's it... got to go! **HUGS** to all! See ya tomorrow... at least to update you!!

Secret Angels are needed...

(Dad, you can ignore this one.) At this moment... I know of at least 4 or 5 different friends going through different things... all are heavy issues in their own right.

I just wanted you all to know my heart breaks for all... I know that each situation is rough... & a few are intertwined... And I know it feels like you just want to give up on friendships all together. But please do not do that! We need you just as much as you need us!!

I pray & hope that no matter if you're one of these friends of mine... or if you an acquaintance of mine or just someone happen past my blog... Please know that you have friends here! Some may be really close & other may just be a part of your distant network. ... But that doesn't mean we don't care...

I have found that Multiply is a great community of friends... and when one of us is down or is not feeling well, the rest of us are there to help pull you up!

Just wanted to let some of my friends know that I may not know exactly what's going on... but I care for you all! & For those who are just glancing through this & have their own troubles... I too care for you & pray for you!

So... with ALL that said... I'm going to go open the Secret Angels group now... It's way past time for this!!... & please click that link to join... I will try to send out invites to those who were contacts on the other site.

I guess that's my queue then to stop this blog & get started on the group! ALL ARE WELCOME... (It's set at the moment for "approval verification"... don't worry, that won't take long!!) :o)

Again... HUGS!!!