Well... I've been trying to figure out how to put in my blog about all that's happened to me. For those who know me, knows what happened. For those (if any) who just read my blog... I "lost" 10 years of my memory. This happened on 10-16-06. That's the short story.
The long story is: we (my husband & I) think I passed out. The psychiatrist, believes it was due to combination of stress at work & my depression.
So, needless to say, I have been playing "catch up" on 10 years worth of memories for the last 6 months.
I have found somethings are coming back to me like 2nd natures. For example: Riding my Harley... ok, sort of. I don't like & don't want to go anywhere on it without hubby. So far that is.
Another thing is doing things on the computer. Like surfing the internet & emailing. Granted I had to watch hubby a few times. Now I just am "instinctively" doing things.
I'll tell you learning about 9-11 was hard, but the thing that really blew my mind was Princess Diana's death! (Not to mention all the relatives that have died in the last 10 years, too!) I find my self searching for tv programs to give me more information about 9-11 & Princess Di... & I tell you, I have some of my own theories now... more about Princess Di than 9-11. For that, I've been relying on hubby's opinions. Like I do with most of my political views! (Hmm... may I said too much.. LOL)
See I remember stuff like LOL, laugh out loud! It's amazing... the mind works in strange ways. I read in an article my dad emailed me yesterday... In researching fugue states, Ms. Thuna learned something reassuring: "You never lose your memory. It's always there. It just falls out of the file cabinet." Interesting, huh? (Uh, Dad, don't ask me anymore about this article yet... I just "skimmed" it.)
OH, & let's not forget... MY SON! MY GOSH, HE'S 17 now!!! & HE'S TALLER THAN ME!!! (Dad, he may be taller than you too!!)
uh this has to stop I am having a problem right now.... not sure what. I'll update when I can! Nothing serious! I'll update you when I can get back on.
(Is there anyone out there who does not know me, but yet reads my blog?? If so, please make your self known by replying.)
Guilty! I joined the Multiply group through Meirav, and read your comment about her insomnia. So, not having seen your name before I clicked on your name to find out who you are. Then I followed the leads till I read this. So please forgive me ifI intruded. You have my sympathy for this distressing condition. It must be a cmfort to have a husband and family to support and help you through it all. May the Lord be with you and turn things around for you.
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