Gots to work on so many things

(warning... this train is going to be a LONG bumpy ride!!!)

Yeah... I know, the word "gots" is not really a word!! I just in that type of a mood...  I know I've been quite "scarce" lately... & I still am going to be.

As many of you know I've been feeling a little poorly lately... THANKFULLY it's just been from lack of some solid sleep!! AND because I seem to have my days mixed up with my nights... YES, STILL!!!

I thought I was on track last week, but then one night I could not get to sleep... & I'm all messed up again! What's worse is... by the time I really get to sleeping good, Hubby gets up & does his morning stuff... And, it's no secret, I sleep on the couch... & the living room is right next to the kitchen... So, when he's getting something to eat, it wakes me up a little.

To combat this, I just try to keep my mind from waking up & know that in just a couple minutes he will be out in the computer room & then I can fall asleep again.

Well, it's now starting to effect me mentally (depression wise) again... At least I think it is... because, I'm not in the mood to do much, let alone wake up. But I am doing my best to push myself to do the things I have to do!!

Things like, yesterday, I was tired of having dishes in the sink... so, I washed the stuff, BY HAND!! The stuff which wouldn't fit in the dishwasher. It wasn't over sized dishes... just there were so many stinking bowls & plastic containers that they wouldn't all fit in the top shelf.

So after a couple weeks of going through putting only a couple in each load, here and there... I finally had it & I washed it all!! For me to do something like that is a HUGE accomplishment. At least that's how it should feel, right? Well, I'm not feeling like it right now.

Well, I think it's just the fact that there's so much other stuff I need to be doing... & I am just not in the right "mindset" to do it. Such as, I need to add some video links to my hubby's club site... (That's simple... & I will be doing that after I finish this blog.) ... & I really should be getting to work on my own personal site. Let's not forget... the book... I need to finish... the book I started in November!! (It's to the point where I just need to wrap up the story & answer all the questions in it.)

For some reason I just am having a creative block on EVERYTHING!!

I've even offered to create a theme for a friend... That I'm working on here & there... (I promise (you know who you are) I AM GOING TO DO IT!!!)... but other than that... all I want to do when I sign on these past few days is just check my emails... my messages here on Multiply... & then my tweets (on Twitter)... & sometimes stop by TWCToday stream chat to see if anything cool is going on.

Since Vortex2 wrapped up last week, & Abrams & Bettes is now moving to the mornings... I just am not into it much at the moment. (Though it seems every time I log on, the others in the chat room seem to bring me to "life"... even for a few minutes!) :o) They're a great bunch of folks & it's neat to be able to talk about one of my passions there. (About the weather & The Weather Channel, if you didn't figure it out yet. *grins*)

That's what my days have been like the past couple weeks since I was down on the farm Grammy-sitting! (or should I say Grammy-sleeping. LOL!!!) Seriously... she was a sleep the whole time! It was great! Though... I had wished I had worked on my book... It was a great night of peace & quiet... other than the storm! (Did you see the previous blog with the video clip of the lightening??)

So, this train has really been on a rough track lately... & it maybe be a little while before it smooths out. I know, in time it will... I have FAITH that things will turn around for us... just need to keep our heads held high & keep praying!!!!

Anyway... just wanted to stop by for a moment & say "toot toot"!! :o)

Oh... speaking of... have you been to my home page yet?? If not in the past day... then I suggest you do... & stay there for at least 1 minute... & oh, yeah... have your speakers turned up!! (It's not exactly the sound I wanted... but it will work for now!)

I had help from a little monkey friend!! *winks*

Well, I best be going to link up them videos for the club... (They're having a meeting tonight & Hubby may just mention that they might be ready... So, I better get at it!!)

So much to do... so little time to do it... (before the memory forgets! HA HA HA!!!) (Now, mind you... I do write down some of my ideas... but man, I have a lot... & when the creative juices are not flowing the right way... they are just that... IDEAS!!!)

Ok, ok... blog ya all later!! Toodles!! *HUGS*
*waves out the window on the way past another stop*